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Stranger ft. Kat Leon

from the storm before the calm by BEAUTY IN CHAOS

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about

This gorgeous song resonates with me much like ‘Storm’ and ‘I Will Follow You’ from ‘FBIC’. One of those ‘a few in a lifetime’ moments for an artist. I truly believe things happen for a reason, as I literally stumbled on Kat’s band Holy Wars when they supported my friends Papa Roach. I thought she had an amazing voice and was a very captivating performer. What stood out the most to me was how she poured her pain and heartache into her lyrics. Lots of her ‘story’ intersects with mine. MC X


It was such a pleasure to be a part of writing this song with Beauty In Chaos. When Michael first reached out asking me to be a guest singer and songwriter on his new track, it was an honor to be included and I was so inspired by his work. As soon as I heard the instrumental , it gave me such a vibe and it was so beautiful as I heard something so heartbreaking in the song as well . This inspired me to write something very personal lyrically to give it the life it deserves.

I chose to speak about the feeling of grief and feeling completely disconnected from myself and from life itself after the loss of my parents. And how long that feeling tends to linger even years after their passing. Hearing the finished song was incredible and brought tears to my eyes.  I can’t wait for this song to be released and speak to others who may be feeling the same way….Kat Leon

lyrics

Deep cuts been dried up

Dancing on the tight rope

Deep dives in thick mud

One more slip before I go

Cover my head, play dead

I don’t wanna rise don’t wanna rise

Crooked the smile, fake it

Sleepwalking in daylight



Is this what you wanted ?

Half alive and haunted

Cold eyes keep the wonder

I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself

I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself



Play loud and drown out

bombs are going off in a tin can head

nose bleeds, stay clean

Wipe away the tracks of the trails I’ve been



Cover my head, play dead

I don’t wanna rise don’t wanna rise

Crooked the smiles, fake it

Sleepwalking in daylight



Is this what you wanted ?

Half alive and haunted

Cold eyes keep the wonder

I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself

I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself



Pass away the time caught in my Hell

Sitting feeling sorry for myself

Maybe this is all that I am now



Everything dies everything dies

It’s a cruel life

Everything dies everything dies

It’s a cruel life


Is this what you wanted ?

Half alive and haunted

Cold eyes keep the wonder

I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself

I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself

(Leon / Ciravolo / Rozon) ©2020

credits

from the storm before the calm, released July 14, 2020
Kat Leon: voices

Michael Ciravolo: guitars, textures

Michael Rozon: bass, piano, synth

Dirk Doucette: drums

Recorded, Mixed and Produced by Michael Rozon

additional recording by Nick Perez

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