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"Not Your Fault" ft. Pinky Turzo

from Behind The Veil by BEAUTY IN CHAOS

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NOT YOUR FAULT ft. Pinky Turzo

written by Pinky Turzo, Michael Rozon and Michael Ciravolo

Pinky Turzo: voices and words * Michael Ciravolo: guitars and textures

Michael Rozon: bass * Dirk Doucette: live drums

recorded, mixed and produced by Michael Rozon * additional recording by Pinky Turzo

“I was in a very dark place and struggling with the substance abuse of someone very close to me when Michael reached out to me. My first thought was that I’d love to work with him but everything is so chaotic right now, I couldn’t possibly make time in my busy worrying schedule to do something for myself or someone else not directly involved in my chaos. Then, Michael explained the meaning behind the name of the project and with added encouragement from Johnny Indovina, I started to think that maybe this is exactly what I needed.

Michael sent me the track he had in mind for me and I immediately fell in love with it and heard the chorus melody in my head. Then, the hardest part, lyrics. I have always struggled with writing lyrics but I convinced myself that maybe this could be cathartic to write about this all encompassing issue I was entrenched in. I started viewing it differently. It’s strange to express something so painful with the intent of self care. I wanted this process to release me from some of the pain, the worry, the guilt. Then it dawned on me that the person I was writing about is probably feeling the same pain and guilt. I wanted to also release them. It felt so good to feel more compassion and understanding than anger. Even if they never know the song is about them, I felt a huge sense of relief.

I’m so grateful for this incredible experience and it was an honor to finally work with Ciravolo and Rozon. And of course Johnny Indovina. I’m beyond pleased with how the song came out. The problem still exists but when I’m in the throes of feeling anger, I remind myself of the song title. .” … Pinky Turzo

lyrics

I feel your pain as I should

As maybe only I can

You don’t know how but

Why can’t I be near you



Let me take your pain away

And if I can’t you know I’ll die trying



It’s not your fault

I’ll do all I can

Honey it’s your turn now to learn

It’s not your fault

That you were dealt this hand

You were dealt this …



Is our bond decimated

Just an anchor pulling us down

Nothing moves anymore

Nothing changes



We are hear and we are drowning

In your recycled meltdown

We are here and we are drowning

In a wave unforgiving



Damn your lies

Damn your excuses

I could fill all your empty bottles with my tears

Pain can be just temporary

Fear can lie disguised as pain



I’m worn out

My heart-shaped gazes turn to anger

No more soft embraces

As my sharp edges push you away

I just want to see you shine

Maybe this is just a phase



And as you fight to stay afloat

Just know that I will follow you down

I will never let you drown no



It’s not your fault

Just look into my eyes

Trust this love you see

It’s not your fault

That you were dealt this hand

Let me take it from you

Let me take it from you

It’s not your fault

Let’s make this temporary

It’s not your fault…


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from Behind The Veil, released February 22, 2022

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