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"There Is Always A Light​.​.​. 2018​-​2022"

by BEAUTY IN CHAOS

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The candle lights the fallen snow As I trace the steps I used to know I am broken by the letting go A million times And it’s colder than the reasons why As I turn to face the drowning tide And the storm can wait, wait outside For another sacrifice And the storm will rage, rage inside But there is always a light And we’re chosen by the hands that shape The destinations of the fallen way You saw heaven where the children played So many times And the storm can wait, wait outside For another sacrifice And the storm will rage, rage inside But there is always a light Oh there is always a light I had to know your darker side I had to taste your dreams I had to walk the worlds you hide I had to stop and breathe The candle lights the fallen snow As I trace the steps I used to know I am broken by the letting go A million times And the storm can wait, wait outside For another sacrifice And the storm can wait, wait outside For another sacrifice And the storm will rage, rage inside But there is always a light Oh there’s always a light Oh there’s always a light Oh there’s always a light Oh there’s always a light (Nyte / Ciravolo) c 2017
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Hey hey preacher man with a bible in your hand Roaming the wilderness for a congregation When Jesus died for your sins, well, he didn’t die for mine The good Lord knows when an ill wind blows it’s no valentine You’re holding out your arms And calling yourself a man of faith You’re a man of faith A man of faith All kinds of hunger they hide in the dark Too many cages keep us enslaved To sin with silence when we should protest No chain is strong that holds just one rusted link You’re holding out your arms And calling yourself a man of faith A man of faith You’re a man of faith He leads me down to the river An orange moon hangs low and bright And in his hands I will deliver Under the bridge and into the night There’s a whispered prayer that swells to grace A - man - kneels A - bell - peals And a silence falls on this place Ooo, ooo, ooo And to the heavens I turn my face I can’t believe a man who never admits to sin ‘Cos we’ve all got darknesses to hide ourselves in You’re holding out your arms but I see you as a wraith You’re holding out your arms and calling yourself a man of faith A man of faith, a man of faith (Hussey / Ciravolo) ©2017
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Say these words aloud Anything at all End this waiting Say that I’m the one Say that I’m enough That it’s worth saving And if we go too far We can tear it all apart I’d prefer to be like you I was looking out , you were looking in and all of the fear were leaving me And if you say the word I will follow you And we can start again … Never far apart Closer in the dark Still believing Say these words and I Close my eyes and I’m still waiting And all the things I thought I know disappear with you The feeling of holding sand in my hand But I’ve traveled the night… Seen sudden storms break out of sights I don’t seem to manage in my dreams All of these things make me so scared All of these things make me so scared And when you say innocence lost Innocence lost And then you say everything’s lost Everything’s gone I was looking out and you were looking in All the fears were leaving me And if you say the word I will follow you And we can start again … (Vine / Ciravolo) ©2017
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High above the clouds Looking down upon the sea Ride a wave of love you gave So tenderly But now youʼre so far away I hardly know whatʼs true The distance in your eyes it fades My point of view Itʼs too late to get it back The time it slips away Iʼm drifting out to sea my love No light to guide my way Drifting Drifting away Drifting Drifting away Half way around the world Time goes on and on and on That ship on the horizon Itʼs here and then itʼs gone Distance is an open wound No healing hands can close Every time I call your name Youʼre hanging up the telephone Too late to get it back Itʼs time to make things right Iʼm drifting out to see my love Youʼre almost out of site... Drifting away Drifting Drifting away Drifting Weʼre drifting out to sea my love (Zander/ Christian/ Matchinga/ Ciravolo)
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Every kiss with you felt like the first when innocence was just a word And not something precious, something rare, too raw to lose So was it always built on sand and with every tide it washed away? I only need you now now that you’re not here anymore, anymore I’m dying every time I think of you the long goodbye Rain in the morning leaves me blue Low cloud on the hill obscures my view I only need you now, now that you’re not here anymore, anymore I’m dying every time I think of you forevermore, the vow we swore I’m crying every time I think of you the long goodbye we can never hold on to an empty space flows like a cathedral to a holy place another valentine written by a another broken heart the breath I hold is not my own I’m only dust on the wild wind swallow the tongue that speaks too many lies too many lies too many lies I’m dying every time I think of you forevermore, the vow we swore I’m dying every time I think of you the long goodbye the long goodbye I’m dying every time I think of you the long goodbye the long goodbye the long goodbye I’m dying every time I think of you (Hussey / Ciravolo) ©2017
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water falling down, like its never gonna stop, people walking in water and waste the alligators ants and snakes, water everywhere, the winds swirl around I can’t believe, cities under water raining like it never did before people waiting and where do they go from there, people we know some didn’t make it, helicopters in the air and the water keeps rising yeah yeah yeah yeah citie’s under water This ain’t just rain This shits insane The clouds have opened for days and days The city’s streets are a liquid maze I sit and watch as they fade away Families left homeless screams and cries Harvey comes people lose their lives Hell from the heavens as the body count grows Watch news at eleven for the final death toll a major hunker down, survival, destruction, no matter where it’s at, no matter what the season many came to help from everywhere, it’s totally human, people really care I can’t believe, cities under water yes its true yeah yeah yeah yeah cities under water (Pinnick / Ice-T / Ciravolo) c2018
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There is a space between where many of you have been A place from which you came one you wish to return again Put a little electricity in your blood and we’ll beat the world The brutality of beauty is something to behold It happens every time it should be a crime A capitol offense that leaves us defenseless and i've been hypnotized by your seductiveness We been victimized by your destructiveness It's a kind cruelty delicate and damaging Brutality of Beauty masculine in deception it's a kind cruelty delicate and damaging Brutality of Beauty Ask the clouds to remember it’s raining words long forgotten I couldn’t find your benediction on the TV screen Invisible Reflection Perhaps it's all just an illusion A Divine entity staring back at me Immaculate misconception Masculine in deception reaches inevitable singularity Animal teeth and summer sky There will never be another don’t let it die subterranean exoskeleton paranormal strange medicine It's a kind cruelty delicate and damaging Brutality of Beauty A wild knife cuts the light Filthy fires among the painted flames Small fires lick the floor You are the world set on fire Devastate to complicate We contemplate about our fate put some electricity in your blood and we’ll beat the world it's a kind cruelty delicate and damaging Brutality of Beauty (Mackey / Ciravolo/ Rozon) ©2019
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Deep cuts been dried up Dancing on the tight rope Deep dives in thick mud One more slip before I go Cover my head, play dead I don’t wanna rise don’t wanna rise Crooked the smile, fake it Sleepwalking in daylight Is this what you wanted ? Half alive and haunted Cold eyes keep the wonder I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself Play loud and drown out bombs are going off in a tin can head nose bleeds, stay clean Wipe away the tracks of the trails I’ve been Cover my head, play dead I don’t wanna rise don’t wanna rise Crooked the smiles, fake it Sleepwalking in daylight Is this what you wanted ? Half alive and haunted Cold eyes keep the wonder I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself Pass away the time caught in my Hell Sitting feeling sorry for myself Maybe this is all that I am now Everything dies everything dies It’s a cruel life Everything dies everything dies It’s a cruel life Is this what you wanted ? Half alive and haunted Cold eyes keep the wonder I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself I’m a stranger, I’m a stranger to myself (Leon / Ciravolo / Rozon) ©2020
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These flowers have no scent or color of the hours we once spent in one another as we fade and each day is darker than before and our love is just petals and salt on the floor it's almost - almost pure almost I've been sleeping underwater in dreams of sand I would drown in your arms a better man and if I crawl back to you once more will the waves break me down and rip me from your shore? we're almost - almost pure almost All of the beautiful words that we said the sickness and the cure the fire, the laughter, an unkept bed will just be what we were almost pure - almost (Seibold/ Ciravolo) ©2019
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I HAVE SEEN I'VE SEEN THE VALLEY I HAVE CROSSED THRU ITS DARKNESS I HAVE LOST SO MANY BATTLES I HAVE KNOWN SO MANY DEMONS I HAVE FOUGHT WITH THE MEMORY OF LOVE, BUT THE MEMORY OF LOVE IS SLIPPING THRU MY FINGERS SOMETIMES THE MEMORY OF LOVE IS JUST NOT ENOUGH TO WIN THIS WAR I'M FIGHTING STILL OH, TO STARE INTO LOVING EYES TO SMILE TO CRY AND TO FEEL THE TOUCH OF A HAND AS I'M REACHING OUT MINE MAY BE JUST, JUST A REFLECTION I HAVE HELD THE EXPECTATION THAT I AM NOT, I'M NOT ALONE, THAT I AM NOT, I’M NOT FORGOTTEN, YET WE ARE AND THE MEMORY OF LOVE THE MEMORY OF LOVE CAN’T CARRY ANYMORE IT IS WORN THE MEMORY OF LOVE, JUST MUST BE ENOUGH EVEN THE LITTLE THAT REMAINS OH, TO STARE INTO LOVING EYES TO SMILE TO CRY AND TO FEEL THE TOUCH OF A HAND AS I'M REACHING OUT MINE I WANT TO GIVE AGAIN I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN I'M DROWNING IN A WATERFALL OF PICTURES AND PLACES AND FEELINGS RECALLED I'VE LET GO BUT I STILL HOLD ON TO EVERYTHING AND TO NOTHING AT ALL MY MEMORY OF LOVE, CAN’T BE TAKEN AWAY BUT IT STANDS IN THE DISTANCE SHRINKING I SHOUT, BUT MY MEMORY OF LOVE IS FADING AWAY MY MEMORY OF LOVE IT FADES AWAY OH, TO STARE INTO LOVING EYES TO SMILE TO CRY AND TO FEEL THE TOUCH OF A HAND AS I'M REACHING OUT MINE (Indovina / Ciravolo) ©2018
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The Ebb and Flow The To and Fro The delicate balance of all things The Wax and Wane The Pleasure and Pain The delicate balance of all things The Day and Night The Black and White The delicate balance of all things Neither Weak nor Strong Neither Right nor Wrong The delicate balance of all things Oh my love I am a much better man Oh my love When I’m with you When I’m with you When my heart beats for the very last time I will think only of you When my heart beats for the very last time I will think only of you Only of you Only of you The Delicate Balance of All Things You … The Delicate Balance of All Things There’s guns on the roof and smoke in the sky The delicate balance of all things There’s lies in the truth and truth in the lies The delicate balance of all things Oh my love I am a much better man Oh my love When I’m with you When my heart beats for the very last time I will think only of you When my heart beats for the very last time I will think only of you Only of you Only of you The Delicate Balance of All Things You … The Delicate Balance of All Things (Hussey / Ciravolo) ©2019
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In the belt of Orion is a particular giant Taller than the Everest clouding up my headspace We’ve all been here before Beggin for change And I’m still unsure of his phases Charming if nothing He’s ultraviolet There’s a careful calm in knowing nothing It’s the only way I’ll get to you In this delicate hour that you’ve crushed and devoured Does it know my intention? for final ascension Now, keep a straight face It never was a game I’m just a dot in his formation And I understand now why Taurus shunned him There’s a silent charm In these glitter highways they’re the only way to run from you I could rise like a pharaoh from the still of the gallows But I cling to the poison Just to let all the noise in and hide behind the face Maybe i’ll escape But i’m pleasured by his gazes Stopping at nothing to kill the violence Save your own demise from the stars half your size you have bruised Orion … lyrics by Whitney Tai music by Michael Ciravolo and Michael Rozon c2021 Beauty In Chaos Music (ASCAP)
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When did I miss it When did I go When will I feel Him When I am cold When life is fleeting When life has slowed When does it open Where does it go Where is my Angel When will She show When will I see Him When will I know When is my review What will it show When life is leaving And my hearts too slow When I start soaring Where will I go And how come I know you And how come I feel How can I see this How is this real Look at the colors Look at this time How come I sinned How wrong was I What was I thinking What did I know What life did I lead What love I show Look at my family Look at my life What did I do What made me cry Where is my Angel When will She show When did I miss Her Where did she go…in my soul When did I miss it When did I go When life was fleeting When life was slow I’m going to miss you Where will I be It’s not my time yet So much to see With my feet on the ground I’ll do my best To love more people And pray for the rest Love is all there is … lyrics by Tish Ciravolo music by Michael Ciravolo and Michael Rozon c2021 Beauty In Chaos Music (ASCAP)

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released September 24, 2022

an anthology of some of the top Beauty In Chaos songs from 2018-2022

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