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When did I miss it
When did I go
When will I feel Him
When I am cold
When life is fleeting
When life has slowed
When does it open
Where does it go
Where is my Angel
When will She show
When will I see Him
When will I know
When is my review
What will it show
When life is leaving
And my hearts too slow
When I start soaring
Where will I go
And how come I know you
And how come I feel
How can I see this
How is this real
Look at the colors
Look at this time
How come I sinned
How wrong was I
What was I thinking
What did I know
What life did I lead
What love I show
Look at my family
Look at my life
What did I do
What made me cry
Where is my Angel
When will She show
When did I miss Her
Where did she go…in my soul
When did I miss it
When did I go
When life was fleeting
When life was slow
I’m going to miss you
Where will I be
It’s not my time yet
So much to see
With my feet on the ground
I’ll do my best
To love more people
And pray for the rest
Love is all there is …
c2021 BEAUTY IN CHAOS MUSIC (ASCAP)
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And now your truth is like snow,
it is melting with every step of the sun
Talk, talk, spit out your side of the story again.
Move your arms with your winning look
I’m not falling for that
If I look at you now that mocking wrinkle takes your face.
No, it’s not a simple mark of time.
It tells me about your crimes,
tells me about a coward, hidden in the shadow of false clemency
where you trapped the light under the covers of a golden bed
Shut up for a moment and listen to the black muse
Then break the chains around your dome
Nothing’s the same, no more…
We were so close at that time
The days were short and the fear seemed gone
Hey you, do you remember at the rides?
You were talking about how life is a good cake
I’d have listened to you for hours
but reality roughly came
changed the cards on the table
crushing your prestige
Now your soul is Satan's fresh meal, your blood (is) his wine.
You fell asleep in the lost maze of the undead,
where you now lie with everyone else
And your mask has now lost its thickness
My eyes see the truth now
Here's to you the noose you deserve
or break the seal, break the chains, come to my side
and break the flag of the shallowness.
And break the chains, listen to the black muse
the black muse…
c2021 Beauty In Chaos Music
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I feel your pain as I should
As maybe only I can
You don’t know how but
Why can’t I be near you
Let me take your pain away
And if I can’t you know I’ll die trying
It’s not your fault
I’ll do all I can
Honey it’s your turn now to learn
It’s not your fault
That you were dealt this hand
You were dealt this …
Is our bond decimated
Just an anchor pulling us down
Nothing moves anymore
Nothing changes
We are hear and we are drowning
In your recycled meltdown
We are here and we are drowning
In a wave unforgiving
Damn your lies
Damn your excuses
I could fill all your empty bottles with my tears
Pain can be just temporary
Fear can lie disguised as pain
I’m worn out
My heart-shaped gazes turn to anger
No more soft embraces
As my sharp edges push you away
I just want to see you shine
Maybe this is just a phase
And as you fight to stay afloat
Just know that I will follow you down
I will never let you drown no
It’s not your fault
Just look into my eyes
Trust this love you see
It’s not your fault
That you were dealt this hand
Let me take it from you
Let me take it from you
It’s not your fault
Let’s make this temporary
It’s not your fault…
c2021 BEAUTY IN CHAOS MUSIC (ASCAP)
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4. |
"Orion" ft. Whitney Tai
07:10
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In the belt of Orion
is a particular giant
Taller than the Everest
clouding up my headspace
We’ve all been here before
Beggin for change
And I’m still unsure
of his phases
Charming if nothing
He’s ultraviolet
There’s a careful calm
in knowing nothing
It’s the only way
I’ll get to you
In this delicate hour that
you’ve crushed and devoured
Does it know my intention?
for final ascension
Now, keep a straight face
It never was a game
I’m just a dot
in his formation
And I understand now
why Taurus shunned him
There’s a silent charm
In these glitter highways
they’re the only way
to run from you
I could rise like a pharaoh
from the still of the gallows
But I cling to the poison
Just to let all the noise in
and hide behind the face
Maybe i’ll escape
But i’m pleasured by his gazes
Stopping at nothing
to kill the violence
Save your own demise
from the stars half your size
you have bruised
Orion …
c2021 BEAUTY IN CHAOS MUSIC (ASCAP)
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Sunset sets her senses on fire
While Gods and Demons rally to conspire
Screaming scarlet scars
Howling unclad under the stars
An incandescent soul
Plowing on glowing in an ice cold world
Deep fires still burn , will her fortune turn?
She’s come from where hearts gone holed
(Come on, overcome my boundaries)
You’re a second chance bestowed upon her
(Come on, overcome my boundaries)
Your openness juxtaposed
(Are you all her dreams made flesh)
With her desires undisclosed
She stares and blinks in morse code
Is there healing for an open wound heart
Perfect target for the archangel’s dart
Will you break my fall
And kiss me against the wall
Sunset sets her senses on fire
She’s lured into flying higher
She’s laid where roses bloomed
(taking memories)
Now all that’s left are the splinters in her wounds
She’s seen love go out the door
(as an antidote)
Shed blood, tears and so much sanity before
She had to say no more
(drinking memories)
Is there healing for an open wound heart
Perfect target for the archangel’s dart
Open wound heart defeated at war
Never fall in love again, she swore
Eros proves her wrong
Provoking in his foreign tongue
Kill me twice again once more
Love me on this cold floor
Just like the sleepless nights heretofore
I’ll die again and I’ll ask for more once again
Till the end...
You’ve found a key to her drawer
And promises to take the red sorrow she wore
Will it be like déjà vu
(Come on, overcome my boundaries)
Will she be naked anew and singing the blues
Is there healing for an open wound heart
Perfect target for the archangel’s dart
Will you break my fall
And kiss me against the wall
Open wound heart defeated at war
Never fall in love again she swore
Eros proves her wrong
Provoking in his foreign tongue
c2021 BEAUTY IN CHAOS MUSIC (ASCAP)
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There’s a place where I can crawl inside
It’s cozy there, it’s clandestine
Before I go, I must show you inside
Hold out your hand and take all that you can
Deservedly you want for more
But because I know more
I’ll take you anyway… oh
Stay close by we’re out to touch the stars
They’re pointed, sharp and cut for sure
They’ll test us as they fall around us here
As only you know how to do
As only you know how to do
Pull the strings manipulate this
As you know how to do
Hold out your hand
And reach for more inside
They’re sparkling the way we’ve not
We’ve never seen them look this way before
Here’s a place where only we can be
We cannot be alone, we only grasp at stars
Be mindful, they’re all around you now
They’re fast and pointed look the danger
All around you now
As only you know how to do
As only you know how to do
They’re sharper now they’re harder than we thought
As only you know how to do
Cool down
It’s not that bad, it’s not that hard, we all know what it’s like, when you see it in another light
Cool down it’s not that bad
We all know what it’s like, it’s not that hard
c2021 BEAUTY IN CHAOS MUSIC (ASCAP)
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"Afterlife" (JST Mix)
05:33
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"Orion" (Asteron Mix)
04:23
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